Tuesday, April 23, 2019

Tuesday after Easter

God, I hate getting up early. Even with enough sleep getting up at 8am makes me feel like I’m going on holiday, like when you have to leave at 4am. Except no holiday.

My IBS yesterday was really bad, probably the worst day I’ve had in a long time. But who the fuck knows if it is IBS because I had my scan almost a year ago and no results yet! 
To be fair, about 6 weeks until then; time has flown by! 

I am happy that I’ve managed to get hold of a time out this morning though; possibly the only perk of having to pretend I’m a morning person? 

Anxiety was bad yesterday also but I watched Line of Duty which snapped me right out of that by the time I got to the end of it. It’s amazing what a good drama can cure. But hey, I think I’ve gotten over that now!