I don't want therapy anymore. I want it to end. I am done with talking about myself, linking things and such. I don't feel like I'm learning anything new out about myself. 

Do I self-sabotage? Have I just learnt only how to do life when pushed to a limit and never learned how to do anything else? But then why was lockdown such a breeze.

I am so anxious about covid ruining my holiday. I already feel upset at the thought of not being able to go. I'm worried about Halloween weekend not happening either now that Rhi is sick. And do I need to be more careful of Rhi now she's been sick? I need to double check. 

There's so much happening in the next couple of weeks and I am overwhelmed